one bourbon, one scotch, one beer...

i've been out of school for almost a month now, but i feel strangely numb.

numb? you say? how so?

well... let's just say i almost would rather go back to school than live out the rest of this summer.

maybe when i see some of those scalawags from school next week for our fumbled together camping trip, their company'll be able to convince me otherwise.

or, ya know, just reinforce the thought. which would be goddamn annoying >.>

there's no place like home

there certainly isn't.... i'm home now for the summer til late august-ish and i can't decide for sure whether this is a good thing or not? O.o i suppose there isn't really an answer, huh? i mean, i love my fam and all and its awesome to be able to chill with them again, but i already miss people from school and just.... *sighhhh*

well. for better for worse, here i am. guess it gives me an excuse to find a job.





riiiiggggghhhhhtttt. like THAT's gonna happen O.o lol what i meant was i guess that gives me an excuse to play more video games, make epic cheesy meatball grilled cheeses and scallop potatoes, longboard/bike til my feet/legs fall off, and ROCK OUT til my eardrums burst X)

Love

"I'll kiss you in London
love you in France
sunsets in Germany
in Spain we can slow dance."
-Summer Tongues, Anchor&Braille
Youtube link for "Summer Tongues"

What is love anyway? Does anyone know? Attraction? Affection? Where is the line between love and lust? Is there a line? Or more of a gray smudge? All I know is, whatever it could be blooming in my chest, it feels good. Damn, does it feel good.

And who knows? Maybe it'll be able to fill that hole of mine. Or, at the very least, make it less noticeable....